now that ive come this far..
i really dont want to care, dont want to know.. dont everything
but yet there is some part of me that still cares.
why?
i came to a realization.
im very hurt from everything that has been happening, it has made me a bitter person to learn to easily hate people.
was i like this years back? no.
i really dont see how or why i deserve to go through everything i went through and i dont believe that people can be let off just like that.
just as easy as finding a new "thing".
No.
the damage is done.
and as much as i would like to make some people see how i felt im just going to step down from it all.
be the bigger person that i am.
learn to forgive and forget right?
in my case ill try to learn to forgive maybe not right now, but in the future..
but i will never forget.
it saddens me to be revengeful or whatever i am right now but i wont be anymore.
im done. im done with that.
so you know what, im just going to pretend i dont know you anymore.
goodbye.