i feel like i need to go on a getaway... to some place far.. where theres sand,beach and resort..some place where i can leave all my problems aside.. and step out of life for awhile... wake up by the sunrise.. get myself out on the sunbaked sand.. and let all my troubles get washed along with the waves.. sit back and relaxxx and sip on icy cold mango iceblended juice.. listen to the sound of the waves.. and feel the natural mothernature breeze float above my skin.....go for a spa... submerge my body in some soothing relaxing bath.. milk bath perhaps.. and let the aroma take over my mind.. Later id go for a fantastic gourmet dinner by the beach.. and cherish every bite... then back to the beach.. where everything has toned down.. theres nobody on the beach but me... appreciate the tranquility and the moment.. and u fall asleep.. deepp sleep............... and boommmmm im back infront of my SOTEC laptop next to the electronic heater trying to keep my poor icy cold toes warm... and sipping on hotchocolate.. more like hot cocoa..im feeling akward tonight..

i live a life of denial.. and obliviousness.. BUT once in awhile reality hits me agen.. like a brick wall.. and tonight happens to be one of those nights.. i cant reallly expand further.. 1) its too long.. 2) i might bore u to dreamland.. so i shall not be so mean.. haha.. but anyways.. i hope u feel like going on that getaway with me.. come lets catch the nex flight..